Elena - Бессонная темнота

The clock is ticking loud inside this empty space
A silent ghost of us in every single place
The coffee cups are cold the morning light is grey
It feels like endless miles since you have walked away
I hold my breath and wait to hear your heavy keys
But only meet the wind that murmurs through the trees
You packed your faded jeans into that rolling case
And left a quiet storm that time cannot erase

Now the tears keep falling like the autumn rain
A heavy river pouring from a secret pain
We built a bright illusion fragile strong and deep
But now it's just a promise that I cannot keep
Oh love can heal the hearts and love can tear it down
And leave you lost and wandering in your own hometown

You packed your faded jeans into that rolling case
And left a quiet storm that time cannot erase
The pictures on the wall still show our peaceful smiles
Before a simple road turned into endless miles
I never thought a voice could vanish in the dark
Or that a burning flame could lose its final spark

I found your woolen scarf behind the bedroom door
It still recalls the winter nights we had before
We used to talk for hours drawing future skies
Now I am locked alone inside these shattered dreams
The quiet in the kitchen cuts just like a knife
It's hard to learn the steps of this new nameless life
My friends and sisters soon will find their sky again
The days will dull the sting and wash away this pain
But they don't see the nights I stare at coming dawn
Just watching the cold side where you should still be on
It's strange how hearts can bleed and still feel close to dead
With every word you spoke still running through my head

Now the tears keep falling like the autumn rain
A heavy river pouring from a secret pain
We built a bright illusion fragile strong and deep
But now it's just a promise that I cannot keep
Oh love can heal the hearts and love can tear it down
And leave you lost and wandering in your own hometown

Maybe we loved too hard or maybe not enough
Maybe we lost our way when the road turned rough
I do not hold the rage I do not hold a grudge
But there's a heavy line that I can never touch
She took a piece of me I'll never get back track
And left my train of thoughts forever off the track
The city lights still shine beyond my window pane
They never feel these tears they never sense this pain
The world keeps rushing past while I'm standing still
I wonder if you miss me or you'll never will
I hope you find the peace that we could never make
Even if breaking us was our cruelest mistake

Now the tears keep falling like the autumn rain
A heavy river pouring from a secret pain
We built a bright illusion fragile strong and deep
But now it's just a promise that I cannot keep
Oh love can heal the hearts and love can tear it down
And leave you lost and wandering in your own hometown
Goodbye my love goodbye